![]() Thank you for sharing your stories, you have given me hope and brought me a bit of relief, knowing that I am not the only one who's been through this traumatic experience. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. I just pray that my body was able to successfully pass everything on its own so that I don’t have to endure this surgical procedure. I will ask them to give me another ultrasound before the procedure. I am scheduled for a D&C in just a few hours. I was on the toilet for another half hour passing more chunks. I plugged in the heating pad and put in on my abdomen the pain then subsided. You can’t make out what you see you just know that what you see can be any part of the tiny life that was inside of you. I sat on the toilet for close to an hour as I passed chunks of tissue (my baby). However on Thursday evening I started having excruciating pain, it felt like my insides were coming out. How could I not have known? My husband and I decided to schedule the D&C for Friday, November 2. It broke my heart to watch the monitor, looking at my baby just lying still and being told that it had been dead for at least a week. I was broken, torn, feeling disconnected from the world. Sadly that was not the case, still no heartbeat no movement. I was pleading with God, please let it all be a big mistake, let them be wrong, let them find my babies heartbeat. Te next day I went to my doctor’s office to have a confirming ultra sound. I was so broken hearted when I went to the ER for light bleeding only to find out that my 10 week old fetus had stopped developing at 8 weeks and that there was no heart beat or movement.
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